I have quite a long list of beauty products I'm "lemming" in Makeupalleyspeak at the moment so thought I'd write them all down in an effort to start eliminating things! What's on your list?
1. Clinique Chubby Sticks new shades - I LOVE my Chunky Cherry one so much (I'd say it's in my top 5 all time favourite lip products, of which I have many). I'm particularly excited by the orange, purple and bright pink shades, especially as the current range are quite muted and don't offer many options for pigmented lips.
2. YSL Glossy Stain in Pourpe - I tested one of these out at John Lewis and it lasted hours. I'm loving bright violet lip colours at the moment and this will be lovely for summer.
3. NARS Lhasa - I need to have this tried out on me before I would consider investing, as I'm somewhat concerned it won't show up on my lids, but in theory, this lavender taupe shade just looks so very pretty indeed.
4. OPI Pirouette My Whistle - I love the pearlescent hexagonal glitter in this, so very delicate.
5. MAC Satin Taupe - I'm clearly loving taupes on the eyes and violet on the lips at the moment!
6. MAC Sable - another staple shade I feel I'm missing out on.
7. NARS concealer in Biscuit. When I got foundation matched with my now-beloved Sheer Glow, the MA also used this on me and it lasted and lasted. Once I've ploughed through the two incorrectly matched MAC concealers I have to laboriously mix together every day (in exactly the right proportions) this will replace them. And cut my makeup routine down by a good 5min!
8. OPI Go On Green - after years of loving dusty cream polishes, I'm really loving fleck, jelly and shimmer shades. This looks so delicate and lovely - I love the idea of it worn very sheer, for just a hint of iridescent beetlewing colour. (But also layered over dusty purple and teal shades).
9. Hermes Eau de Merveilles (one of the three versions). The wonderfully wise Fragrance SA in Liberty suggested this for me as a summer fragrance, and I was a bit sceptical but kept sniffing and sniffing at my wrists hours after testing. I love the very clear orange blossom note, which is heady, exotic, sweet and fresh at the same time.
10. Sleek Ultra-matte i-Divine palette. I have hardly any matte shadows in my collection and I think the dark palette would be rather useful paired with all my shimmer shadows.
Tuesday, 1 May 2012
Wednesday, 25 April 2012
Hello again
So I have been AWOL, again. This time, for health reasons which have meant I've had to remove myself from lots of different obligations and commitments (something that as a "cannot-say-no-er" I've really struggled with) and which also meant I just cut social networking (and real-life socialising) from my life as I hid myself away. I'm getting back on track now (though many friends still haven't seen my actual face for several months now and getting better is still being, at times, a frustratingly slow process.)
I do love blogging, but I've always found it hard to fit into my long and busy days, doing a job where almost any time off feels like it's stolen. That said, I've realised I need to keep a balance, and that things that make me happy are also good for me. So, I've come back to the fold, and I hope you'll forgive this second long absence. I have some new project ideas coming up I would like to share with you, as well as a heap of makeup, budget dress acquisitions (Ebay is enemy to many a seller but has until now been my friend!) and nail polishes.
For the mean time, by way of thanks for sticking around, please let me offer you a virtual cupcake...
recipe. Which is kinda a Rabbit invention (well, a heavily adapted Hummingbird Bakery recipe, anyhow). There are a heap of Chai Tea Latte cupcake recipes out there - but many are overly sweet, too heavy on the cinnamon at the expense of other spices, and do not feature a totally delicious mascarpone topping. Aside from cream-cheese frosting, it's the only icing I can eat enthusiastically (I have an almost-savoury sweet tooth and cannot bear buttercreams and fondants) The addition of tea-infused milk to this recipe makes for a melt-in-the-mouth cake; the cocoa gives the slightly-bitter depth that proper, builder's brew, endlessly boiled chai has.
For the cake
120ml whole milk
3 regular teabags
2 tbsp chai spice powder, or a mix made of: 2 tsp of ground ginger, 2 tsp of cinnamon, tsp of crushed black cardamom seeds (or seeds popped out of 6 cardamom pods and crushed)
100g plain flour
17g cocoa powder (sifted)
140g caster sugar
1 1/2 tsp baking powder
a pinch of salt
40g unsalted butter at room temperature
1 egg
1/4 tsp vanilla extract
For the mascarpone frosting
2 tbsp of icing sugar
6tbsp mascarpone
1 tsp of chai spice powder or above homemade mix
little bit of chai spice powder or cinnamon to sprinkle on top
a 12-hole cupcake tray, lined with paper cases
Makes 12
1. Put the milk, 1tbsp of the chai spice mix and tea bags in a saucepan, and bring to the boil. Take off the heat, and leave to cool, with teabags left in the milk.
2. Preheat the oven to 170C (325F) Gas 3.
3. Mix flour, salt, baking powder, cocoa together and remaining tablespoon of chai spice mix in a bowl.
4. Cream butter and sugar together with the vanilla in a separate bowl, then add egg and beat until fluffy. Add the cooled tea to the mix (squeeze all the tea out of the bags to get as much tea-flavour out as possible!)
5. Add a tablespoon of flour mix to the batter at a time, and mix.
5. Spoon the mixture into the paper cases until two-thirds full and bake in the preheated oven for 20-25 minutes, or until the sponge bounces back when touched. A skewer inserted in the centre should come out clean. Leave the cupcakes to cool slightly in the tray before turning out onto a wire cooling rack to cool completely.
6. For the mascarpone frosting, beat together icing sugar, chai spice mix and mascarpone. I've suggested 2 tbsps of icing sugar, but sweeten to taste.
7. When the cupcakes are cold, spoon the frosting on top and decorate with a light sprinkling of chai spice powder or cinnamon.
I do love blogging, but I've always found it hard to fit into my long and busy days, doing a job where almost any time off feels like it's stolen. That said, I've realised I need to keep a balance, and that things that make me happy are also good for me. So, I've come back to the fold, and I hope you'll forgive this second long absence. I have some new project ideas coming up I would like to share with you, as well as a heap of makeup, budget dress acquisitions (Ebay is enemy to many a seller but has until now been my friend!) and nail polishes.
For the mean time, by way of thanks for sticking around, please let me offer you a virtual cupcake...
recipe. Which is kinda a Rabbit invention (well, a heavily adapted Hummingbird Bakery recipe, anyhow). There are a heap of Chai Tea Latte cupcake recipes out there - but many are overly sweet, too heavy on the cinnamon at the expense of other spices, and do not feature a totally delicious mascarpone topping. Aside from cream-cheese frosting, it's the only icing I can eat enthusiastically (I have an almost-savoury sweet tooth and cannot bear buttercreams and fondants) The addition of tea-infused milk to this recipe makes for a melt-in-the-mouth cake; the cocoa gives the slightly-bitter depth that proper, builder's brew, endlessly boiled chai has.
For the cake
120ml whole milk
3 regular teabags
2 tbsp chai spice powder, or a mix made of: 2 tsp of ground ginger, 2 tsp of cinnamon, tsp of crushed black cardamom seeds (or seeds popped out of 6 cardamom pods and crushed)
100g plain flour
17g cocoa powder (sifted)
140g caster sugar
1 1/2 tsp baking powder
a pinch of salt
40g unsalted butter at room temperature
1 egg
1/4 tsp vanilla extract
For the mascarpone frosting
2 tbsp of icing sugar
6tbsp mascarpone
1 tsp of chai spice powder or above homemade mix
little bit of chai spice powder or cinnamon to sprinkle on top
a 12-hole cupcake tray, lined with paper cases
Makes 12
1. Put the milk, 1tbsp of the chai spice mix and tea bags in a saucepan, and bring to the boil. Take off the heat, and leave to cool, with teabags left in the milk.
2. Preheat the oven to 170C (325F) Gas 3.
3. Mix flour, salt, baking powder, cocoa together and remaining tablespoon of chai spice mix in a bowl.
4. Cream butter and sugar together with the vanilla in a separate bowl, then add egg and beat until fluffy. Add the cooled tea to the mix (squeeze all the tea out of the bags to get as much tea-flavour out as possible!)
5. Add a tablespoon of flour mix to the batter at a time, and mix.
5. Spoon the mixture into the paper cases until two-thirds full and bake in the preheated oven for 20-25 minutes, or until the sponge bounces back when touched. A skewer inserted in the centre should come out clean. Leave the cupcakes to cool slightly in the tray before turning out onto a wire cooling rack to cool completely.
6. For the mascarpone frosting, beat together icing sugar, chai spice mix and mascarpone. I've suggested 2 tbsps of icing sugar, but sweeten to taste.
7. When the cupcakes are cold, spoon the frosting on top and decorate with a light sprinkling of chai spice powder or cinnamon.
Wednesday, 22 February 2012
Five Years
A weight has been pressing upon me over the last few months, the coming of this day. It's beyond me to articulate, five years without my father, five years of us struggling on, living with his absence, clinging to memories lest they wind away from us forever.
These photographs I photographed today perhaps say all I cannot. The blurs, the reflections, the detachment of the picture of a picture - these voice my struggles with time, memory and grief. I find my memories becoming echoes - his voice more distant, the sparkle in his eye harder to catch in my mind's eye. During these moments, nothing seems to articulate the pain of time passing than Auden's plea for clocks to stop.
I realise how few photographs of Baba I have. He was the photographer, we the photographees. He is here, with his beloved Leica, puzzling over its temperamental workings in intense concentration. I realise that his pictures are in fact gifts to us now - that they enable us to see what he saw, what he found beautiful, what he never wanted to forget. The landscapes, cityscapes, pictures of boats and rickshaws from his youth replaced later by pictures of us.
My Baba was a patriarch, he ruled, he led, he demanded and he decided. Without him, we muddle along, doing our best, not quite whole, not quite steady. The carefree happiness and laughter I see in these pictures - not quite that now. We are sadder, quieter, never allowing ourselves to exist quite in the present.
In consolation, people always say those lost to us wouldn't want us to be unhappy, to be sad because of them. But my Baba would have wanted to be missed always, to know we knew he was our centre, the heart of our hearts.
These photographs I photographed today perhaps say all I cannot. The blurs, the reflections, the detachment of the picture of a picture - these voice my struggles with time, memory and grief. I find my memories becoming echoes - his voice more distant, the sparkle in his eye harder to catch in my mind's eye. During these moments, nothing seems to articulate the pain of time passing than Auden's plea for clocks to stop.
I realise how few photographs of Baba I have. He was the photographer, we the photographees. He is here, with his beloved Leica, puzzling over its temperamental workings in intense concentration. I realise that his pictures are in fact gifts to us now - that they enable us to see what he saw, what he found beautiful, what he never wanted to forget. The landscapes, cityscapes, pictures of boats and rickshaws from his youth replaced later by pictures of us.
My Baba was a patriarch, he ruled, he led, he demanded and he decided. Without him, we muddle along, doing our best, not quite whole, not quite steady. The carefree happiness and laughter I see in these pictures - not quite that now. We are sadder, quieter, never allowing ourselves to exist quite in the present.
In consolation, people always say those lost to us wouldn't want us to be unhappy, to be sad because of them. But my Baba would have wanted to be missed always, to know we knew he was our centre, the heart of our hearts.
Saturday, 14 January 2012
FOTD: New Stuffs
High on my wedding preparation list was to get a foundation that actually matched my skin (Bobbi Brown just hasn't worked out for me alas, always just a bit out). My sister swears by NARS Sheer Glow, so I took a quick trip to Liberty. About ten minutes later I came away with what I think just might be the most perfect foundation I've found (though to be fair my search hasn't been hugely extensive.) It's beautifully light, feeling like nothing on the skin, and yet gives sufficient coverage to make skin look utterly beautiful. It's the first foundation to give a finish that truly took my breath away, rather than making me look not quite right. A**!
It looks very pale here because I was directly facing a window and noon light, but it's really perfect in terms of shade and texture. The fantastic SA also applied their concealer on me and I was seriously impressed - after seven hours there was no fading and hardly any creasing. I've loved MAC Moisturecover Select because it doesn't flake on my dry skin, but it does fade over the day. The NARS lasts and lasts!
I've paired my Armani eyeshadow with one of the two Daphne Guiness for MAC lipglosses I acquired on the same trip, Narcissus. I love the purple-plum colour, I don't have anything quite like it and it's so fresh and pretty for Spring without looking chalky and harsh like some lipstick variants of this colour. The Cremesheen Glass is the only MAC gloss formulation I love, the traditional lipglass formula is just so horribly gluey (such a shame, the colours are so lovely!)
Again,
a bit of a bastardisation-title. But although my head's still firmly in
sales-and-winter-clothing, spring collections are arriving in the shops
now, and from what I can see, there's a couple of trends emerging. The
most obvious being GREEN. A fresh, zingy, grass-green shade has cropped
up in several places. I love these greens, so that's not a bad thing for
me! (I don't follow high fashion closely enough to be able to identify
the source, but I'm sure there must be one? The botanical prints remind
me a bit of Erdem...)
I think this shade looks wonderfully fresh with white, and little blue, red or yellow accents. But it looks good with royal purples too, and as the black dress shows, if you're scared to go full-kermit, it pops as an accent against black. White generally looks terrible on me, so that's what I'll be pairing it with, even if I think this green looks its nicest against a bright crisp white. Like Wimbledon in outfit form. Oh, for summer!
Hope you've all had a lovely Christmas - mine has been very cosy and relaxing, and wonderfully restorative. Some of the lovely gifts I received included a Flowerpot Tangle Teezer which has been a revelation, and a bottle of L de Lolita Lempicka perfume from Bartimaeus, which is utterly bewitching.
The title of this post is a bastardisation of Tennyson, but seems apt when applied to a vintage post published on New Year's Eve! Allow me to introduce you to my first piece of vintage. I've written before about my reservations about the "retro revival" and full-on 1950s nostalgia. Nevertheless, there is a romance around the 1950s for me I will never shake, which goes back to my childhood watching Douglas Sirk films with my mum (there's something very Bollywood I think about his lush sentimental melodramas), all the films of Elvis, and pretty much anything that was filmed in Technicolor. And as a result I continue to aspire to recreate a different kind of vintage in makeup and outfits from time to time, a look that is part whimsy, part 1960s Bollywood, 100% Rabbit.
But I find vintage shopping difficult - the chaos and disorder of a lot of vintage shops, the forbiddingly tiny waists of proper 1950s frocks. Still, a few weeks ago I visited Bedford Place, a little street of independent shops, salons and eateries very close to my house in Southampton, and I stopped by Hepwrights', a vintage shop that's become the heart of this charming, quirky little corner of Southampton. I left after an hour and a half, after chatting to Mama Hep and Sophie for ages about Asian fabrics and vintage, and browsing and coveting away. It's such a warm, welcoming place, and Sophie and Mama Hep know pretty much everyone who drops in. Two Year 7s stopped by to just try dresses on in their break, two students stopped by just to say they'd handed in coursework, and I just fell in love with the place (as my presence there for 90 minutes attests!)
There are some amazing dresses, coats, shoes, as well as some pieces by local craftspeople (I love the rows of little wooden cottages representing the area I live in). But the magpie in me was attracted to the jewels in particular. I was restrained, picking up a reworked silver owl bracelet for my sister for Christmas, and this necklace for me. It is strung on silver chain which gives the clear beads a greyish tinge, which I love. They look like faceted pieces of ice, and I've been wearing this necklace for all my many Christmas social engagements (all three of them) and pretty much every other day. It goes with everything, but I particularly love pairing it with my marcasite snowflake earrings from Istanbul. The combination makes me feel very glamorous and wintry.
I sometimes daydream about the woman/women who wore it before me - did she wear it for special occasions, or was she a magpie like me, happy to wear sparkly stuff during the day? Which special occasions did she wear them to? Did she have a daughter who used to play with it covetously? And that's the magic of vintage, really, the tales bound up within the pieces, the unspoken histories...
Anyway, happy New Year's Eve, everyone! I'll be spending mine at home with my mum, as it's my dad's birthday and I never feel much like doing anything else on this day. We'll be having a Downton Abbey marathon and I'll be having a mega-Chinese roast duck fest (duck pancakes and roast duck and rice, my favourites). Hope you all have a lovely time ushering 2012 in, whatever it is you're doing.
It looks very pale here because I was directly facing a window and noon light, but it's really perfect in terms of shade and texture. The fantastic SA also applied their concealer on me and I was seriously impressed - after seven hours there was no fading and hardly any creasing. I've loved MAC Moisturecover Select because it doesn't flake on my dry skin, but it does fade over the day. The NARS lasts and lasts!
I've paired my Armani eyeshadow with one of the two Daphne Guiness for MAC lipglosses I acquired on the same trip, Narcissus. I love the purple-plum colour, I don't have anything quite like it and it's so fresh and pretty for Spring without looking chalky and harsh like some lipstick variants of this colour. The Cremesheen Glass is the only MAC gloss formulation I love, the traditional lipglass formula is just so horribly gluey (such a shame, the colours are so lovely!)
Saturday, 7 January 2012
I see dresses and shoes and cardigans of green
I think this shade looks wonderfully fresh with white, and little blue, red or yellow accents. But it looks good with royal purples too, and as the black dress shows, if you're scared to go full-kermit, it pops as an accent against black. White generally looks terrible on me, so that's what I'll be pairing it with, even if I think this green looks its nicest against a bright crisp white. Like Wimbledon in outfit form. Oh, for summer!
Thursday, 5 January 2012
2012 - 20 things I'm looking forward to!
Rather than resolutions which always seem a bit grim and always end in a
sense of failure, I thought I would list instead the things I'm looking
forward to this year. I'm very excited about the year ahead, for one
major reason in particular, that I will be marrying my soulmate and
daemon-in-human-form, known to you as Bartimaeus. Nowt can really beat
that. What are you looking forward to?
1. Getting married to Bartimaeus
2. 60th anniversary celebrations of the 1952 Bengali Language Movement (more on that soon)
3. The UK arrival of Revlon Colorburst Lip Butters (deeply excited about these)
4. Maintaining the creative writing I restarted after 10 years on 1 Jan this year
5. Reading lots of interesting books on my lovely new Kindle
6. Meeting and making new friends, which has been a wonderful feature of late 2011
7. Adding some flakie topcoats to my nail collection
8. Trying more pretty takes on nail art
9. The Muppets movie
10. Adding to my vintage jewels collection via Hepwrights, Southampton
11. Writing my weekly lists in my new customised Moleskine work diary (tea-themed stickers? oh yes!)
12. Spending time with my beloved friends and family
13. Filling up a fifth of this amazing thing my sister bought me for Christmas:
14. Writing more blog posts on culture and books as well as nails and dresses
15. Tom Ford Black Orchid
16. Getting hold of a star nail magnet
17. Doing more fascinating archival research on East London
18. Getting involved in lots of community events and groups in London and Southampton
19. Downton Abbey series three
20. Being married to Bartimaeus
Do comment and let me know what you're looking forward to this year!
1. Getting married to Bartimaeus
2. 60th anniversary celebrations of the 1952 Bengali Language Movement (more on that soon)
3. The UK arrival of Revlon Colorburst Lip Butters (deeply excited about these)
4. Maintaining the creative writing I restarted after 10 years on 1 Jan this year
5. Reading lots of interesting books on my lovely new Kindle
6. Meeting and making new friends, which has been a wonderful feature of late 2011
7. Adding some flakie topcoats to my nail collection
8. Trying more pretty takes on nail art
9. The Muppets movie
10. Adding to my vintage jewels collection via Hepwrights, Southampton
11. Writing my weekly lists in my new customised Moleskine work diary (tea-themed stickers? oh yes!)
12. Spending time with my beloved friends and family
13. Filling up a fifth of this amazing thing my sister bought me for Christmas:
14. Writing more blog posts on culture and books as well as nails and dresses
15. Tom Ford Black Orchid
16. Getting hold of a star nail magnet
17. Doing more fascinating archival research on East London
18. Getting involved in lots of community events and groups in London and Southampton
19. Downton Abbey series three
20. Being married to Bartimaeus
Do comment and let me know what you're looking forward to this year!
Monday, 2 January 2012
New Year NOTD: Galactic Bathroom Tiles
Happy New Year!!!
My mum recently got her bathrooms redone, finally changing the original 1960s avocado suites (practically antique now) to something a bit more modern. We were on a tight budget and I was quite grumpily difficult when it came to decorative elements, opting for basic and minimalist over anything that might age badly or cost too much. However, one day my mum went out and bought a whole lot of tiny tiles for a border. And they were sparkly, like a little bathroom galaxy. They were way out of our budget costing more than all the floor tiles, and I did grumble at the time about the price, but I bloody love them now. They're a perfect reflection of my mum's love of all things sparkly and bejewelled (which I've inherited of course) and they make me smile every time I'm at the house because they're just so her.
So my New Year's NOTD took inspiration from the tiles and from the recent "galaxy nails" trend. I used one of my favourite winter OPIs, Siberian Nights as the base - it's a wonderful inky deep purple, much cooler toned than Lincoln In the Park After Dark, but definitely purple-black and not navy. I then added some stars with the Topshop nail art pen in Silver (I'm loving these) and a coat of China Glaze Fairy Dust on top, finishing with a coat of a new topcoat I purchased on Aysh's recommendation, No 7 Stay Perfect Top Coat. (I'll review this soon, but it's pretty good!)
My mum recently got her bathrooms redone, finally changing the original 1960s avocado suites (practically antique now) to something a bit more modern. We were on a tight budget and I was quite grumpily difficult when it came to decorative elements, opting for basic and minimalist over anything that might age badly or cost too much. However, one day my mum went out and bought a whole lot of tiny tiles for a border. And they were sparkly, like a little bathroom galaxy. They were way out of our budget costing more than all the floor tiles, and I did grumble at the time about the price, but I bloody love them now. They're a perfect reflection of my mum's love of all things sparkly and bejewelled (which I've inherited of course) and they make me smile every time I'm at the house because they're just so her.
So my New Year's NOTD took inspiration from the tiles and from the recent "galaxy nails" trend. I used one of my favourite winter OPIs, Siberian Nights as the base - it's a wonderful inky deep purple, much cooler toned than Lincoln In the Park After Dark, but definitely purple-black and not navy. I then added some stars with the Topshop nail art pen in Silver (I'm loving these) and a coat of China Glaze Fairy Dust on top, finishing with a coat of a new topcoat I purchased on Aysh's recommendation, No 7 Stay Perfect Top Coat. (I'll review this soon, but it's pretty good!)
Saturday, 31 December 2011
Ring In The Old, Ring Out The New
Hope you've all had a lovely Christmas - mine has been very cosy and relaxing, and wonderfully restorative. Some of the lovely gifts I received included a Flowerpot Tangle Teezer which has been a revelation, and a bottle of L de Lolita Lempicka perfume from Bartimaeus, which is utterly bewitching.
The title of this post is a bastardisation of Tennyson, but seems apt when applied to a vintage post published on New Year's Eve! Allow me to introduce you to my first piece of vintage. I've written before about my reservations about the "retro revival" and full-on 1950s nostalgia. Nevertheless, there is a romance around the 1950s for me I will never shake, which goes back to my childhood watching Douglas Sirk films with my mum (there's something very Bollywood I think about his lush sentimental melodramas), all the films of Elvis, and pretty much anything that was filmed in Technicolor. And as a result I continue to aspire to recreate a different kind of vintage in makeup and outfits from time to time, a look that is part whimsy, part 1960s Bollywood, 100% Rabbit.
But I find vintage shopping difficult - the chaos and disorder of a lot of vintage shops, the forbiddingly tiny waists of proper 1950s frocks. Still, a few weeks ago I visited Bedford Place, a little street of independent shops, salons and eateries very close to my house in Southampton, and I stopped by Hepwrights', a vintage shop that's become the heart of this charming, quirky little corner of Southampton. I left after an hour and a half, after chatting to Mama Hep and Sophie for ages about Asian fabrics and vintage, and browsing and coveting away. It's such a warm, welcoming place, and Sophie and Mama Hep know pretty much everyone who drops in. Two Year 7s stopped by to just try dresses on in their break, two students stopped by just to say they'd handed in coursework, and I just fell in love with the place (as my presence there for 90 minutes attests!)
There are some amazing dresses, coats, shoes, as well as some pieces by local craftspeople (I love the rows of little wooden cottages representing the area I live in). But the magpie in me was attracted to the jewels in particular. I was restrained, picking up a reworked silver owl bracelet for my sister for Christmas, and this necklace for me. It is strung on silver chain which gives the clear beads a greyish tinge, which I love. They look like faceted pieces of ice, and I've been wearing this necklace for all my many Christmas social engagements (all three of them) and pretty much every other day. It goes with everything, but I particularly love pairing it with my marcasite snowflake earrings from Istanbul. The combination makes me feel very glamorous and wintry.
I sometimes daydream about the woman/women who wore it before me - did she wear it for special occasions, or was she a magpie like me, happy to wear sparkly stuff during the day? Which special occasions did she wear them to? Did she have a daughter who used to play with it covetously? And that's the magic of vintage, really, the tales bound up within the pieces, the unspoken histories...
Anyway, happy New Year's Eve, everyone! I'll be spending mine at home with my mum, as it's my dad's birthday and I never feel much like doing anything else on this day. We'll be having a Downton Abbey marathon and I'll be having a mega-Chinese roast duck fest (duck pancakes and roast duck and rice, my favourites). Hope you all have a lovely time ushering 2012 in, whatever it is you're doing.
Wednesday, 21 December 2011
Big Thank You giveaway - Kiko Makeup Milano! Extended!
I am having a bit of a hectic week work-wise and things won't calm down
until AFTER Christmas. Oh it sucks to be me sometimes. However, it sucks
less to be you, because as I won't be able to count entries, get my cat
to pick a name (nice technique, Aysh!) or post anything until after Christmas, I've decided to extend the giveaway. It'll now close at midnight on December 28th!
So get entering, if you haven't already!
http://thepostcolonialrabbit.blogspot.com/2011/12/big-thank-you-giveaway-kiko-makeup.html
So get entering, if you haven't already!
http://thepostcolonialrabbit.blogspot.com/2011/12/big-thank-you-giveaway-kiko-makeup.html
Thursday, 15 December 2011
Kabir Chowdhury, RIP
On Tuesday, one of the great Bangladeshi intellectuals, Prof. Kabir Chowdhury, passed away at the age of 89.
He was a true champion of Bengali secular nationalism. He, like all
proper leftist nationalists, saw nationalism as a way to
internationalism, and lived his beliefs through practice, chairing the
Bangladesh Afro-Asian Writers' Union, the Afro-Asian Peoples' Solidarity
Union, and the Bangladesh-Soviet Friendship Society amongst others. His
loss is a profound one for all of us who share in the secular values he
dedicated his life's work to preserving in Bangladesh.
I
remember how warm and welcoming he was, the wide range of books,
paintings and sculptures at his beautiful, modernist flat, how
effusively he spoke about Bengali culture, secularism and the Language
Movement. I was honoured to meet him, spend some time with him over tea,
and benefit from his knowledge and wisdom. I'm so sad I will never
have that chance again.
Below is a transcription of my interview with Prof. Kabir Chowdhury, in Dhaka, on 23 March 2008.
KC:
The call for the recognition of Bangla was first raised in 1948, by
Dhirendranath Dutt. Sometimes we forget about that and focus on 1952,
which is understandable because 1952 was the major eruption of Bengali
nationalist feelings. Ultimately it was a political movement firstly for
autonomy and later the demand for total independence. And it grew,
unlike political movements in other countries, over the question of
language and culture. This is quite a difference in comparison to other
liberation struggles in other countries. Because of the West Pakistan
military rulers’ insensitiveness and inability to understand the Bengali
people’s total commitment to language and through language, culture,
because they didn’t understand this, the situation got out of hand.
There was nothing revolutionary in accepting two languages as state
languages. Think of Canada, Switzerland and other places. But because of
their ignorance they made tensions worse, and then of course later they
made things even worse by committing genocide.
From
culture it became a political movement. Major highlights were 1952,
then 1969, the mass movement and 1970. And then the Liberation War 1971.
I’m giving a talk on 1971 the war and our literature tomorrow at the
Independent University, Bangladesh. Firstly I will talk about the
liberation wars of all countries leave an impact on all cultures. That
manifestation one can see in all walks of life. In art, in poetry,
novels, everywhere. For example in the Soviet Union: I have visited all
the regions of the Soviet Union of the earlier days, and I have seen
beautiful sculptures and paintings. You can recall in the European
context, Delacroix’s painting of Liberty symbolised as a woman, leading
the people. She is holding a flag, running and people are running behind
her. In Bangladesh there are many paintings and sculptures. You will
know Shahabuddin, who has exhibited in many places in Europe. He is now
an expatriate living in France. He has one picture, Muktijuddha, Freedom
Fighter, with a sinewy, muscled, half-clad man with a flag running. I
have decided to speak about the impact of liberation war, and
specifically talking about Bangladesh liberation war and literature.
There has not been a complete overvew done of the cultural impact of our
liberation war, so I will begin by categorising the books that reflect
all of this, historical accounts, memoirs, diaries, compendiums, novels.
Then
I’ll come to literatures specifically – that is the main thing. In all
branches of culture we find this reflection of our liberation war –
poetry, grammar, short stories, novels, sketches. By extension, films,
there have been many films about the war. But poetry is especially
touching – in fact all the senior major appreciated poets, young poets,
and unknown poets, all have written at least on poem on the war. There
are hundreds of poems. Some highlight the glories and courage, some
highlight the pain and sorrow and devastation. Shamsur Rahman’s very
well known poem “Liberty.” There is another remarkable poem whose words
we tend to forget – Written on the night of the genocide on 25 March
1971, just before he left for India, Ghulam Mustafa wrote a stunning
poem. He printed a few hundred copies for publication, and then he fled
to India. The poem is astoundingly beautiful. I have translated it. It
is “Bangla Charo” “Quit This is one of the earliest poems which
possesses a very militarised tone.
In
terms of novels, Rabeya Khatun has written quite beautiful stories upon
the war, Selina Hossain has written both short stories and novels.
Anwara Shamsul Haq – Syed Shamsul Haq’s wife, has also written stories.
NA:
What was happening in terms of culture in the Pakistan period? I know
that Kabar was performed at Dhaka Central Jail – but was it performed
anywhere else during that time?
KC:
In Dhaka cultural things were happening, but things were also happening
all over the country during this period. In 1952, Kabar happened in
Dhaka but it was also performed all around the country. There is
Mumtazuddin Ahmed, at that time, his plays were performed in the large
open park in Chittagong, and his plays also expressed a strong militant
sense.
There was a poem by Shamshur Rahman “Na Ami Jabo Na” “No I won’t go’ - “I
won’t go, I stay with them who are fated to die.” “Obishap Dicche” uses
classical image of Greek mythology, the Tantalus myth.
Going back to novels, there are also Anwar Pasha’s Rifles Roti Women and Shaukat Osman’s Jahannam Hocche Bidhay and Neke Aranya. The West Pakistanis incompletely missed the meaning of Kritadaser Hasi.
Missed in the sense, it was a symbolic story of the defiance of the
downtrodden against the oppressor. And finally, the defeat of the
oppressor in the sense of what is demanded he couldn’t get in the last
chapter in the scene. But, they thought it was a novel featuring Harun
ur Rashid, he was projected as a cruel sultan. That point was missed but
because somebody from East Pakistan has written a novel about Harun ur
Rashid, they gave it a prize.
Others who have written dramas include Abdullah al Mamun, also there is Syed Shamsul Haq’s Payer Awaz Pawa Jai. Zahir
Rahain has written about 1952 but he didn’t live to write on the
liberation war. He was a very talented filmmaker, but also wrote stories
– Arek Phalgun, on 1952. As well as the celebrated Jibon Theke Niye. Like Osman, he wasn’t able to present facts in the direct fashion but had to use metaphoric images. Ahmed Safa’s Omkar,
is similarly metaphorical - he uses an image of a dumb girl who
witnesses all the repressions. She cries out at the end, finally, and
then dies.
Labels:
Bangladesh,
postcolonial studies,
secularism
Wednesday, 14 December 2011
FOTD: Gothic Forties
This is one of my favourite looks of late. I know every blogger and
their cat has blogged about Armani Eyes To Kill Intense shadows, but I
love the Purpura shade I was given for my birthday (and I've pretty much
decided it will be used in my bridal look! I know standard practice is
to opt for a natural, fresh-faced type of look, but meh, I'm not really a
neutrals kind of girl). It was a bit of an accident, this combination.
I wanted to wear my new Revlon Just Bitten stain in Twilight as I was
wearing this Warehouse dress,
and I wanted to go for a Dita von Teese-esque frosty, cool look to
match its awesome gothic Forties-ness. Yup, me, about the other side of
the skin tone spectrum to Miss Teese. I initially planned on a silver
shadow, but don't have a nice one, so I used Purpura instead. I love it
paired with the vampy lip!
Base:
MAC Moisturecover Select concealer
Eyes:
Urban Decay Primer Potion as base
Armani Eyes to Kill Intense Eyeshadow in Purpura
Avon Supershock pencil in black on waterline
Maybelline Colossal Mascara
Face:
MAC Brow in Spiked
Sue Moxley Breath of Plum blush
Lips:
Daphne Guinness for MAC Cremesheen Glass in Narcissus
| check out the stripy hair! |
| Impossible to capture its complex loveliness, the interplay of gold, silver, pewter and purple... |
Base:
MAC Moisturecover Select concealer
Eyes:
Urban Decay Primer Potion as base
Armani Eyes to Kill Intense Eyeshadow in Purpura
Avon Supershock pencil in black on waterline
Maybelline Colossal Mascara
Face:
MAC Brow in Spiked
Sue Moxley Breath of Plum blush
Lips:
Daphne Guinness for MAC Cremesheen Glass in Narcissus
Saturday, 7 January 2012
I see dresses and shoes and cardigans of green
Again, a bit of a bastardisation-title. But although my head's still firmly in sales-and-winter-clothing, spring collections are arriving in the shops now, and from what I can see, there's a couple of trends emerging. The most obvious being GREEN. A fresh, zingy, grass-green shade has cropped up in several places. I love these greens, so that's not a bad thing for me! (I don't follow high fashion closely enough to be able to identify the source, but I'm sure there must be one? The botanical prints remind me a bit of Erdem...)
I think this shade looks wonderfully fresh with white, and little blue, red or yellow accents. But it looks good with royal purples too, and as the black dress shows, if you're scared to go full-kermit, it pops as an accent against black. White generally looks terrible on me, so that's what I'll be pairing it with, even if I think this green looks its nicest against a bright crisp white. Like Wimbledon in outfit form. Oh, for summer!
I think this shade looks wonderfully fresh with white, and little blue, red or yellow accents. But it looks good with royal purples too, and as the black dress shows, if you're scared to go full-kermit, it pops as an accent against black. White generally looks terrible on me, so that's what I'll be pairing it with, even if I think this green looks its nicest against a bright crisp white. Like Wimbledon in outfit form. Oh, for summer!
Thursday, 5 January 2012
2012 - 20 things I'm looking forward to!
Rather than resolutions which always seem a bit grim and always end in a sense of failure, I thought I would list instead the things I'm looking forward to this year. I'm very excited about the year ahead, for one major reason in particular, that I will be marrying my soulmate and daemon-in-human-form, known to you as Bartimaeus. Nowt can really beat that. What are you looking forward to?
1. Getting married to Bartimaeus
2. 60th anniversary celebrations of the 1952 Bengali Language Movement (more on that soon)
3. The UK arrival of Revlon Colorburst Lip Butters (deeply excited about these)
4. Maintaining the creative writing I restarted after 10 years on 1 Jan this year
5. Reading lots of interesting books on my lovely new Kindle
6. Meeting and making new friends, which has been a wonderful feature of late 2011
7. Adding some flakie topcoats to my nail collection
8. Trying more pretty takes on nail art
9. The Muppets movie
10. Adding to my vintage jewels collection via Hepwrights, Southampton
11. Writing my weekly lists in my new customised Moleskine work diary (tea-themed stickers? oh yes!)
12. Spending time with my beloved friends and family
13. Filling up a fifth of this amazing thing my sister bought me for Christmas:
14. Writing more blog posts on culture and books as well as nails and dresses
15. Tom Ford Black Orchid
16. Getting hold of a star nail magnet
17. Doing more fascinating archival research on East London
18. Getting involved in lots of community events and groups in London and Southampton
19. Downton Abbey series three
20. Being married to Bartimaeus
Do comment and let me know what you're looking forward to this year!
1. Getting married to Bartimaeus
2. 60th anniversary celebrations of the 1952 Bengali Language Movement (more on that soon)
3. The UK arrival of Revlon Colorburst Lip Butters (deeply excited about these)
4. Maintaining the creative writing I restarted after 10 years on 1 Jan this year
5. Reading lots of interesting books on my lovely new Kindle
6. Meeting and making new friends, which has been a wonderful feature of late 2011
7. Adding some flakie topcoats to my nail collection
8. Trying more pretty takes on nail art
9. The Muppets movie
10. Adding to my vintage jewels collection via Hepwrights, Southampton
11. Writing my weekly lists in my new customised Moleskine work diary (tea-themed stickers? oh yes!)
12. Spending time with my beloved friends and family
13. Filling up a fifth of this amazing thing my sister bought me for Christmas:
14. Writing more blog posts on culture and books as well as nails and dresses
15. Tom Ford Black Orchid
16. Getting hold of a star nail magnet
17. Doing more fascinating archival research on East London
18. Getting involved in lots of community events and groups in London and Southampton
19. Downton Abbey series three
20. Being married to Bartimaeus
Do comment and let me know what you're looking forward to this year!
Monday, 2 January 2012
New Year NOTD: Galactic Bathroom Tiles
Happy New Year!!!
My mum recently got her bathrooms redone, finally changing the original 1960s avocado suites (practically antique now) to something a bit more modern. We were on a tight budget and I was quite grumpily difficult when it came to decorative elements, opting for basic and minimalist over anything that might age badly or cost too much. However, one day my mum went out and bought a whole lot of tiny tiles for a border. And they were sparkly, like a little bathroom galaxy. They were way out of our budget costing more than all the floor tiles, and I did grumble at the time about the price, but I bloody love them now. They're a perfect reflection of my mum's love of all things sparkly and bejewelled (which I've inherited of course) and they make me smile every time I'm at the house because they're just so her.
So my New Year's NOTD took inspiration from the tiles and from the recent "galaxy nails" trend. I used one of my favourite winter OPIs, Siberian Nights as the base - it's a wonderful inky deep purple, much cooler toned than Lincoln In the Park After Dark, but definitely purple-black and not navy. I then added some stars with the Topshop nail art pen in Silver (I'm loving these) and a coat of China Glaze Fairy Dust on top, finishing with a coat of a new topcoat I purchased on Aysh's recommendation, No 7 Stay Perfect Top Coat. (I'll review this soon, but it's pretty good!)
My mum recently got her bathrooms redone, finally changing the original 1960s avocado suites (practically antique now) to something a bit more modern. We were on a tight budget and I was quite grumpily difficult when it came to decorative elements, opting for basic and minimalist over anything that might age badly or cost too much. However, one day my mum went out and bought a whole lot of tiny tiles for a border. And they were sparkly, like a little bathroom galaxy. They were way out of our budget costing more than all the floor tiles, and I did grumble at the time about the price, but I bloody love them now. They're a perfect reflection of my mum's love of all things sparkly and bejewelled (which I've inherited of course) and they make me smile every time I'm at the house because they're just so her.
So my New Year's NOTD took inspiration from the tiles and from the recent "galaxy nails" trend. I used one of my favourite winter OPIs, Siberian Nights as the base - it's a wonderful inky deep purple, much cooler toned than Lincoln In the Park After Dark, but definitely purple-black and not navy. I then added some stars with the Topshop nail art pen in Silver (I'm loving these) and a coat of China Glaze Fairy Dust on top, finishing with a coat of a new topcoat I purchased on Aysh's recommendation, No 7 Stay Perfect Top Coat. (I'll review this soon, but it's pretty good!)
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